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Time in a Distributed, Process Driven, Information-Based Universe
Abstract This triad explores a radical reframing of physics—not as a mechanical system of particles and forces, but as a semantic architecture of recursive declarations. Drawing from paradox, quantum ontology,… More.
absolute, article, auto-publishing, conceptualization, dimensions, distributed process, division-by-zero, epiphanies, geometry, gravity, identity, inspirations, interpretation, mind, ontology, paper, personal musings, perspective, physics, reality, singularity, space, structure, time, truth, understanding, universe, writing36–54 minutes -
The Doctrine of Division‑By‑Zero
David Bryan Roberson’s “The Doctrine of Division-by-Zero” explores the concept of division by zero not as undefined but as an indicator of structural failure in arithmetic. This work presents a… More.
article, auto-publishing, conceptualization, dimensions, division-by-zero, epiphanies, inspirations, interpretation, math, ontology, paper, paradox, personal musings, perspective, structure, truth, understanding26–39 minutes -
In Case of Divide-by-Zero: Break Glass
At some point last night I remembered when the whole “divide by zero” thing started for me, all the way back in grade school. We were being taught about division… More.
dimensions, epiphanies, existentialism, identity, Mathematics, mind, Notions, paradox, personal musings, perspective, physics, reality, singularity, space, time, understanding5–8 minutes -
LLMs Don’t Hallucinate — They Compensate:
A Cognitive Mirror We Don’t Yet Know How to Read With the start of a new year, it struck me that I’ve been using LLMs for a bit more than… More.
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The Arrow of Potential
Friday, October 10, 2025, 9:17:50 PM | Dialogue I don’t know if people read my posts and wonder, “Where the hell is this coming from?” I can see it happening… More.
absolute, article, attention, Awareness, death, despair, dimensions, distributed process, epiphanies, existentialism, free-will, gravity, identity, individuality, inspirations, mind, Notions, paradox, personal musings, perspective, physics, reality, singularity, soul, space, suffering, time, truth, understanding, universe, will28–42 minutes -
Physics in a Distributed, Process Driven, Information-Based Universe
November 17, 2025 eyeofparadox Abstract This triad explores a radical reframing of physics—not as a mechanical system of particles and forces, but as a semantic architecture of recursive declarations. Drawing… More.
absolute, dimensions, distributed process, epiphanies, gravity, paradox, personal musings, physics, singularity, space, time, understanding, universe, writing23–34 minutes -
Musings On Physics & Metaphysics
A lot of time has passed since I had the impulse to post anything; that does not mean I stopped writing my thoughts down! I came across the following on… More.
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Beyond My Grasp
Advisory: I sort of choke and swallow hard before posting an article like this on the eye of paradox, in spite of the fact that I have a history of being… More.
despair, editorial, existentialism, free-will, gender, identity, mind, paradox, personal musings, soul, suffering, transgender, truth, understanding9–13 minutes -
Poetry and Figurative Language Paper
April 6, 2009 ENG 340 – Creative Writing Dr. Shari Muench, EdD. A pen and a piece of paper might technically be the only “tools” a poet requires,… More.
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Taking Part in the Dance with our Eyes Closed
Writing is the embodiment of aspiration. It begins with the will to overcome the unanswerable statement of a blank page. It proceeds in the blind ambition of being read and… More.
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Does it ever get better?
I am well acquainted with the depths of despair; that place where words hurt in every way and never more than when they give the faintest glimmer of the only… More.
death, despair, end of the world, epiphanies, existentialism, free-will, individuality, mind, personal musings, soul, suffering, suicide, truth, understanding3–5 minutes -
Do current theories on Black Holes address Forces other than Gravity?
From time to time, I stumble across a question I have to stop and ask, but I am usually in the middle of something that needs to be done. So,… More.
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It’s been a while…
I have spent the past few years chasing after The Job and sliding down to the point where I’m scrambling to just grab A job. It’s an old, familiar story,… More.
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A Point about Paradox
In the eternal moment, the past and the future are simply a matter of perspective and the past can be influenced by overlapping reinforcement or the intent of the resolving… More.
distributed process, epiphanies, existentialism, free-will, paradox, personal musings, physics, time, understanding, universe2–3 minutes -
Is This It?
I was on my way home on Wednesday, September 23, 2009, with my dinner in hand, and I swear I just wanted to sit down and eat but I knew… More.
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A Spark
My eyes opened and this is what I saw. You can in yourself be anything you desire. You create yourself from a point. You define your own existence. A soul… More.
absolute, Awareness, epiphanies, existentialism, mind, personal musings, reflection, soul, truth, understanding6–9 minutes -
Staring into the Face of Truth
“A story is as good a way to organize your thoughts as anything else,” she points out, poised in the shadows in the doorway. I quickly conclude that she is… More.
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Impulse
Who am I? Why am I here? What is the point of my existence? These are questions we all ask at some point in our lives, and we can go… More.
epiphanies, existentialism, free-will, identity, individuality, paradox, personal musings, reflection, truth, understanding4–6 minutes -
It Takes a Village to Break a Child
I do not often get comments on my blog; if I exclude the pingbacks, spam and my own replies, I’ve received twenty-two comments from ten different individuals since I started… More.
death, discrimination, epiphanies, existentialism, fair play, free-will, gender, identity, individuality, personal musings, reader response, reflection, society, transgender, truth, understanding6–10 minutes -
Point Penetrating Points Overlapping
A number of my posts, particularly the ones dealing with transgender issues in my life, have been written on a long, dark night of the soul. It can be difficult… More.
death, epiphanies, existentialism, fair play, free-will, gender, identity, individuality, personal musings, reflection, transgender10–14 minutes -
Matter and Movement in Four–or More–Dimensions
These days, it only takes a little curiosity, access to the Internet, and a bit of patience to find explanations of progressive spatial dimensions or examples of four dimensional geometry,… More.
dimensions, epiphanies, existentialism, paradox, personal musings, physics, reflection, Uncategorized, understanding, universe7–10 minutes -
Awakening
I have pointed out before that my struggle with gender dysphoria prompted me to search in all directions for a solution to being born in the wrong body, and the… More.
death, dimensions, epiphanies, existentialism, identity, individuality, paradox, personal musings, physics, time, Uncategorized, understanding, universe9–13 minutes -
Slightly Left of Nowhere
I rarely have time to write or draw, and as my friend keeps reminding me, I’ve little hope making a living as an artist or writer. I have to agree,… More.
editorial, existentialism, fair play, identity, individuality, personal musings, truth, understanding3–5 minutes -
It is Where You Can, and Yet… CAN You? On Writing What I Know.
I may have commented on it in passing, and it is something I certainly never miss, but my art and writing have always brought out the real me. In a… More.
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Recapitulation & Reflection
A person looking at my blog might get the impression that I do not get much writing done, and it is true that there are a lot of things in… More.
epiphanies, existentialism, gender, identity, minorities, paradox, personal musings, reflection, transgender, truth, understanding22–33 minutes -
The Absolute Truth
The best representation of a thing is the thing itself and yet there are things that we experience great difficulty recognizing in their true form. The truth is one of… More.
absolute, article, epiphanies, existentialism, helium, personal musings, truth, voices in my head, writing3–5 minutes -
Fly By – Asteroids
Once again, I am posting images from my space art portfolio. This is a reworking of one of the first space art cover illustrations I attempted, but never submitted, for… More.
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Divide by Zero
Originally Posted on Helium.com (ceased) under: Is it possible to divide a number by zero? Edit: Updated on May 31, 2026 with a more formal rearticulation of the original insights, with additional supporting… More.
article, conceptualization, dimensions, division-by-zero, epiphanies, geometry, helium, inspirations, interpretation, math, Mathematics, multiplication-by-zero, ontology, paper, paradox, personal musings, writing7–11 minutes -
Blue Horizon
Once more, I thought it would be nice to add a little visual content to the eye of paradox by posting one of the images from my voidscape collection of… More.
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Gravity in a Distributed, Process Driven, Information-Based Universe
To a curious mind, gravity is a curious phenomenon. The more one pays attention to it, the more fascinating and mysterious it becomes. Today, we have the advantage of having… More.
article, distributed process, epiphanies, gravity, helium, personal musings, physics, reader response, universe, writing4–7 minutes -
Above the Horizon
This is my first attempt to feature some of my artwork here on the eye of paradox. I have always had a strong interest in becoming a professional artist, in… More.
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The Damage is Done
I wonder what is going to happen next. I wonder if I can hold it together to get a job and move out on my own. I wonder if I… More.
end of the world, epiphanies, fair play, identity, personal musings, reflection, time, transgender, understanding, voices in my head, writing6–9 minutes -
Conundrum
Today I find myself puzzling over the weird fact of my existence. The Internet created an opportunity to show a side of myself that I had long kept hidden. I… More.
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What is the Point?
I am back in school, freshly enrolled in the University of Phoenix in pursuit of a Bachelor’s Degree in Information Technology–Visual Communications. I do not have a great deal of… More.
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Point Paradox
“Detailing the dynamics of point paradox has never been easy, but the founding principle is prime awareness, the awareness of one, all and none” she elaborated, settling lightly on the… More.
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The Medium of Existence
“A soul is absolute and absolutes are autonomous,” she asserted firmly. “A mind is paradoxical, acting as an inclusive, exclusive and occlusive interface between absolutes, abstractions and manifestations. A mind,… More.
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I’m not dead yet…
The rare and occasional visitor to the eye of paradox will note that I have been absent for the most part from my own blog. Ironically, this is not because… More.
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The Mind Races On While the Pen Drags Behind
My previous post on The Paradox of Death is a bit more stream of consciousness than I had intended. That is one of the things that happens when writing about… More.
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The Paradox of Death
There is more to this, to existing, than meets the eye. It is its own prerequisite and it hurts think about why or how. The only thing that hurts more… More.
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Still Scratching That Itch
The whole moving and searching for a better job thing is going slowly, so even with school work, there’s been time to write. Maybe I should not say, write, precisely.… More.
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Paying the Price
As true as it is that some people are incapable of valuing things they have not paid the price for, the fact is that free money is never free. There… More.
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Take a Moment to Reflect
Even with the best intentions no one has the right to impose a system of thought or action on anyone against their will. Ironically, that is exactly what has happened… More.
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The Best Way to Fit In? Don’t Stand Out
Grouping is an activity that comes instinctively and automatically to people. It is part of a filtering process that allows us to make sense of our universe. Anything can serve… More.
discrimination, fair play, individuality, minorities, personal musings, society, sociology, transgender3–4 minutes -
A Touch of Fear
A good scare is like good sex. It is gripping and all consuming for an eternal moment, but once it has washed through you and you catch your breath, it… More.
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Being at Odds with Life
I never imagined that I had a monopoly on being at odds with life. It is simply a state of being with which I am much too familiar. I have… More.
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The Price of Admission
What is a society, what is it made up of and how does it work? The simple answer is, jobs. Society is all about jobs. Living in the wild, surviving… More.
6–9 minutes -
That Itch to Write
It seems that the itch to start working on a book has come back to me. It has to be an insane impulse, because with school and work I have… More.
2–3 minutes
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